This week brought a day that I thought would never show…. What day, you may ask?

The last day of First year in University!  Just this past Monday I wrote my last exam and now I am finally done for the year. At the beginning of the year, I really thought that this day would never arrive but here we are. I suppose many people are coming to the end of their year of accomplishments.

This year has gone by faster than I would have though… It is kind of insane if I think about it. Sure, some people must have been wishing and praying for the end of this year but at the same time many are of the opposite opinion. I guess, no one really experiences the same thing in their lifetime so there is no blame towards how each person feels when they come to the end of their year. For example, I could not wait for the end of this year to come as some of you would know, but others might feel like there could be a few more days that could have been added to these last few months.

I need to just tell you about the huge weight that has been lifted off my shoulders. For those who don’t know, I was studying something this year that was not exactly to my preference, so it has been a long year. Now that it’s over, it feels like I have a bit of a relief before next year hits. What am I doing next year?  I guess I will find out soon enough.

Of course, this year was not a total waste… I made some amazing friends at Uni and got to learn a few things that I probably would have come across in my life, so it wasn’t all bad. Yes, I feel awful for not completing the course for personal reasons but as many other young people know, it isn’t the easiest thing deciding what path you want to take for the rest of your life. Many adults tell me that all the time, so I have decided to just wait for my path to show itself to me because when it’s THE RIGHT  time for THE RIGHT move, ill know.

Take it from me, I knew motivation was the right way for me to go. I mean, I just had the feeling that I was in the right place at the right time. My studies on the other hand… when it comes to studies, it needs to be something you know you are there for all in all.  Unfortunately, that was definitely not my place so hopefully things go in my favour at the end of next month. I should be getting an answer which should lead me in the right direction.

Many people assume that I know what I am doing in life, but honestly, I literally just go with the flow. People think I am crazy, not having a plan B or plan C for that matter. All I am saying is that if you struggle to find your footing during the process of making important decisions don’t rush, don’t push yourself and don’t let others make those choices for you. It’s your choice, be careful and thoughtful of what you want, it could be life changing.

“Life is a matter of choices, and every choice you make makes you” – unknown..